I made this blackout last week and put it at the top of Friday’s newsletter about getting in and out of trouble. Unfortunately, it was prophetic, because I was up at 4 a.m. this morning…
Getting in and out of trouble
I’m reading Amy Sillman’s Faux Pas and when I was searching her name in the Podcasts app I came across this conversation with writer Sheila Heti:
SHEILA HETI: With my novels… at a certain point I just have to do the thing that I absolutely don’t want to do, that’s going to embarrass me, or that’s going to make me feel like I’m doing something bad. I think there’s always this feeling when I’m making a book that I’m doing something wrong or I’m doing something bad or I’m going to get in trouble. I guess I must like that feeling in some way, because it’s always there. Do you feel that same way?
AMY SILLMAN: Oh totally. I always say that I feel like I start the painting and then I push it until it gets into trouble. And then getting the painting out of trouble is the painting. Bringing it back from a series of terrible accidents and paths it shouldn’t go down.
I’m reminded of Bernard Suits’ definition of playing a game, which is also my favorite definition of art-making: “the voluntary attempt to overcome unnecessary obstacles.”
In this Art21 interview, Sillman says she asks her students, “What is your unit?” And then they figure out how to build a language out of those units.
When asked what her base unit is, she answers:
I think my unit is trouble. You go to trouble, then you get out of trouble, then you get back in trouble. So trouble or not trouble, getting to it and getting away from it, and getting from one trouble to the other trouble is the unit.
How do you draw time?
Today’s newsletter begins:
When I was finishing up James Kaplan’s 3 Shades of Blue, I was thinking how much I wanted to see a timeline of the lives of Miles Davis, John Coltrane, and Bill Evans mapped out on the page. Kaplan presents the jazz musicians’ 3 lives with the album Kind of Blue as a kind of convergence point — in my head I imagined their lives as Massimo Vignelli’s NYC subway map in 3 shades of blue. (Not an original thought, it turns out.) So I got out some graph paper and a pencil and made a few crude (and probably inaccurate) attempts…
Read the rest: “How do you draw time?”
A plan and not enough time
Here’s a scan of the collage I made for the “Autumn Leaves” mixtape at the top of today’s newsletter.
What happened was: I’d been toying with making a new mixtape anyways, and I needed a top image for the newsletter, so I went over to my stack of sealed cassettes I’ve purchased for $1 and right on top was Roger Williams Plays All-Time Romantic Favorites, which had a beautiful image on the front of a piano in what looks like fall foliage? And not just that, but Side A Track 1 was… “Autumn Leaves.”
This is the kind of spooky stuff that happens when I make newsletters and mixtapes.
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On a separate note: I find there is very little correlation between how easy or hard a newsletter is to put together and how great or mediocre it winds up being. (I like to think I never turn in a bad newsletter.)
This one was really difficult to put together — I spent most of the day on it, between writing and making the mix — and I felt like I was grasping for stuff to include… and then Meghan and a bunch of other readers told me how much they liked it!
This happens all the time. You just never know.
Another thing I’ve noticed is that sometimes the best newsletters come when the writer is super busy and doesn’t have enough time and they just drop the bits and bobs they’ve got in there and get out.
Like Leonard Bernstein said, “To achieve great things, two things are needed: a plan, and not quite enough time.”
Autumn leaves (a September mixtape)
Here’s a mixtape I made from a sealed, pre-recorded cassette I got for 99 cents at the record store. I tape over the cassette’s protection tabs and then I tape over the music and then I tape over the artwork.
I wasn’t planning on making a mix in September, as I considered the “Make Time Stop” mixtape the real September mixtape, just made in advance. But something called to me today, so I went for it.
Mostly jazz, because that’s pretty much all I’ve been listening to, with a few detours:
SIDE A
– Cannonball Adderley, “Autumn Leaves”
– John Coltrane, “My Favorite Things”
– Bill Withers, “Can We Pretend”
– Vince Guaraldi, “Peppermint Patty”
– Bill Evans Trio, “Waltz For Debby”
SIDE B
– Miles Davis, “’Round Midnight”
– Miles Davis, “Milestones”
– Vikingur Olafsson, “Bruyeres” (by Debussy, home recording)
– Mulatu Astatke, “Tezeta (Nostalgia)”
– Vince Guaraldi, “Great Pumpkin Waltz”
– Charlie Parker, “Perdido” (live at Massey Hall)
– Emahoy Tsege Mariam Gebru, “Song Of Abayi”
– Jack Kerouac (w/ Steve Allen on piano), “Charlie Parker”
I don’t know about this one. It went all over the place. The “Great Pumpkin Waltz” on side two feels a little much to me? But that “Peppermint Patty” after Bill Withers felt right. (I don’t know what possessed me with “Can We Pretend” — it’s just one of my favorite songs.)
I tried to use physical media as much as possible for this one, although while I was recording the tape I realized that my turntable was picking up the rumble from me rolling across the room in my chair.
No rumble online, but less character:
This is the 10th mixtape I’ve made this year — if you’d like to listen to them all in one big batch, I made a 7+ hour playlist out of them.
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