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My April monthly mixtape is inspired by thoughts of the upcoming eclipse. The word in Texas is that it’s going to be cloudy on Monday, so I picked this 99 cent cassette from my stack, thinking I’d use the title Cirrostratus. But then I realized if I flipped the cover inside out, it cropped the tagline of Cold Busted records: “STEREO at its best when you hear it on COLD BUSTED.” It’s very possible that our eclipse experience will be mostly ambient, with the sky going dark and nature going quiet. So it might even be a matter of When You Hear It rather than when you see it.

Even wilder: When I flipped over the cassette to side 2 I realized that the inverted Cold Busted logo looks like a solar eclipse! (These are the spooky things that happen when you collage… and especially during Mercury Retrograde.)
Here’s the tracklist, very Kraftwerk-heavy because I’ve been re-listening to their whole catalog in the car with the boys on the way to school, and even jamming on some stuff with Owen in the music room:
SIDE ONE
SIDE TWO
You can listen to all the tracks on Youtube, and most of the tape on Spotify:
Filed under: mixtapes

Today’s newsletter, on how quantity (usually) leads to quality was inspired by this NYTimes profile of Matt Farley:
“If you reject your own ideas, then the part of the brain that comes up with ideas is going to stop,” he said. “You just do it and do it and do it, and you sort it out later.” Or, as the case may be, you don’t, but rather send it all out into the abyss, hoping that someday, somebody, somewhere will hear it.
You can read it here.

Note: I cut this section from today’s newsletter because I thought it was too bitchy. But what is a blog for if not for bitching?
I had a maddening experience last week reading Adam Phillips’ On Giving Up.
Here is a critically-acclaimed writer I find genuinely interesting — his Paris Review interview is one of my all-time favorites — whose style I cannot stand.
Still, I could not give up On Giving Up, because I liked thinking about so much of what he was thinking about, and I found myself becoming enraged that he had all these interesting things for me to think about but he couldn’t be clearer about them, damn it!
I became further enraged when I read about his method of composition:
Those who find writing a chore are better off not knowing about the literary method of Adam Phillips. Every Wednesday he walks to his office in Notting Hill. On this brief journey some idea begins to take shape, usually related to his day job (Phillips is a Freudian psychoanalyst who spends the rest of the week seeing patients). So long as this notion sparks his interest it will – by the time he sits down at his computer – have been transmuted into his first sentence. The next hours are spent unfurling that sentence into an essay, which typically forms part of a collection. Over 30 years this routine has produced almost as many books, in Phillips’s breezy, aphoristic style, on topics ranging from monogamy to sanity to democracy.
How nice for him! I thought.
Then I read about how he puts together his books:
I don’t think too much about whether it all hangs together. I just write things that engage me, and then, when they get collected into a book like this, I trust that certain preoccupations will work themselves through. Otherwise, it becomes too tendentious and too focused and I don’t want that to be the case. When I read through the essays, I’ll keep the ones that I do still think are good and then I’ll think of what sort of order they might go in. The writing of the book, in a way, is putting them in an order.
I then had to walk away from the computer and double check that I took my blood pressure medication.
Once again, I must practice my mantra: “It wasn’t for me.”
One thing you can be sure of is that while you’re busy bitching about somebody else’s book, they’re off somewhere writing another one! (They win. You lose.)

I was making a collage while listening to Katherine Rundell’s Super-Infinite: The Transformations of John Donne and found a vintage postage stamp quoting the poet: “Sir, more than kisses, letters mingle souls, / For thus, friends absent speak.”
I’ve been thinking about this line a lot re: the newsletter. One thing I’ve tried really hard in the past few years to do is to make the newsletter more letter-y. I want each one to feel like a real letter.

This map of notes map of notes became item #4 in today’s newsletter:
“I read in order to calm down.” Steven Soderbergh’s Year in Reading. So many things I care about get mentioned in this conversation: not being guilty about quitting books, Sarah Bakewell’s How to Live: Or A Life of Montaigne, the diminishing returns of new technology, and keeping a commonplace book. (Found via Mark Larson’s rebooted weekly blog, which continues to whip ass.)
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